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It may seem strange to some but with all the changes I am going through I feel a sense of not belonging anywhere. I have been through this before and I lean on the Lord more than ever and K-love and it works.
God is invoking changes that can be scary and lonely. The desires of my heart are changing and what I need and want are weighing on me more so than usual. I ask myself “Am I working hard enough and am I using my time wisely?”, “What can I do to gain peoples faith in me?” and “Am I where I should be?”. Seeking knowledge and wisdom to help myself and others as Single parents but praying that my journey will not be so lonely in the near future. Most people want to have love, and marriage but we are human and it doesn’t always workout the way we had hoped. However, God uses our choices for the greater good; by falling we have the opportunity to seek him and rise again in his light. God’s light will reveal all area’s of our life that need to be repaired.
With all the wonderful and exhausting changes I know that I am blessed but I still feel as though I am alone but I know God has his reasons. The one thing I will never do is give up hope. I may have a bad day but no one’s lack of faith in me will shake my faith in Jesus and God our father.
With all these feelings I had the urge to watch “Baby Boom” yesterday; I love that movie. It is a funny comedy with love and sorrow and of course a happy ending for a hopeless romantic like myself. We do not always get what we want but he provides us with all that we need.
The Lord will guide you always; he will satisfy your needs in a sun-scorched land and will strengthen your frame.
And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus..